I thinking quitting my course

lately i been feeling down lately, cause my friends been ignoring me lately & shit like that what if they are pretending to like me maybe they feel sorry for me cause i been though alot of shit & stuff, i'm talking about my uni, not I've been smoking, it just kills me alot to think about it! & last Friday it was mine first time ditching Class it was photography so i ain't happy but hey i had to get away from it, I'm over my depression thank god! just forcing on the present! so i'm sorry i having been on line lately maybe i'm jealous of someone in my class room, well maybe i should quit the course! & i been crying